ughhhhhhhhhhhh

[bowloforanges]

came to my shift at the library for the first time in three weeks and they sent me back home because i'm still sick. day ruined. i planned my whole day according to this. i'd be at the library working until 6 pm, then go back to my dorm bc i assumed i'd be too tired to do anything else. now i don't know what to do and don't want to go back to my dorm. does anyone else have this? like... physically going out is such a hard thing to do, once i do go out, i don't want to go back. no matter how sick or tired i feel. kinda bummed out.

[edit like 20 mins later]
anyways just texted alex and they agreed to meet up!!! i missed them lots!!!! problem solved. haha

also also
i haven't listened to this song in AGES and it made me feel so nice <3

You can build your walls, love will tear it down
You can hide your heart inside a man-made house
You can build your walls, build 'em to the sky
One day you will find love was on both sides
The war is over